You make me cry

Everything, I do is never enough.
I try to please you mom.
I am everything I can be.
Nothing more.
Yet nothing pleases you.
You always want more
Nothing is enough.
My looks,
You like but always pick a fight
My body, you compare.
My hair. My intelligence
Im nothing compared to you
Never will be the daughter you want
Yet you say that I mean everything
I please you all the time
Im confused
I don't understand why the preassure
Why the need to satisfy what you don't have
Sometimes I wonder.
If you mean the things you say
Other times I cry. Because I make you mad, or make you sad.
And then times I cry, and don't know why.

Shattered Heart broken soul

There’s unbelievable sadness behind my eyes
And yet nobody hears my pleas my cries
Help, help whispered sadly
My body aches with sorrow
Will there be a tomorrow?
Sinking, sinking my Heart wounded badly
Earth-shattering and pieces of heart shattering
Souls clattering
Nobody
Hears
Me
Now
Sinking
Farther
Deeper
Blackened tears
All my fears
Help, Help whispered sadly
Body aching with sorrow
Will there be a tomorrow?
My shattered heart
torn work of art
Laying
Here
alone
my shattered heart, broken soul

Soft Silence

Soft silence - Whisper……

You look me in the eyes

I can see straight through your lies

And in my heart I despise

The words you utter

Soft silence

Whisper……

Leaning closer

Into me

The smirk on your face

Fills my heart with disgrace

Shatters my hope; dreams torn like lace

The actions you commit

Soft silence

Whisper…….

Leaning closer

Into me

My only choice…

Run away from it all

Don’t let my heart shatter from the fall

Ill never again return a call

Soft silence

Whisper…..

The man in the wind

The man in the wind

I never heard the man in the wind today

His voice seems to have gone astray

As the whisper flows from his lips

Elegant movements come eclectically from the lightning’s dancing finger tips

A loud boom falls from grey skies

As the doom of echoing movements flicker gleaming in his eyes

A soft subtle whisper is heard

As a smooth wind raises quick as a bird

My hair flows, raises, and wraps around my body

As I dance in smooth tantric waves, so naughty

All at once in a downpour

A soul begins to soar

Everything becomes calm, almost too quiet

Nature about to begin her own riot

Tonight I heard the wind man’s cries

Deep beneath these grey skies

Electric movements dancing above me

“Take care,” says he

“we have but one earth,”

“Everything is taken with too much mirth”

I never heard the man in the wind today

His voice seems to have gone astray

I do know a whisper that flows off of his lips

That dances off of the lightning’s fingertips

Falls from grey skies

And gleams in his eyes

The whisper that is heard

Quick as a bird

As his sweet breath wraps my hair around my body

The movements seemingly naughty

Standing in the downpour

Mind and spirit do soar,

I never heard the man in the wind today

Seems he has gone astray

He lives in the trees

Dances in the leaves

Holds me tight,

As I smile with delight.

As my hair wraps around my body,

I have a feeling so naughty.

As a warm breath of air creeps up my spine

Allowing me to feel so divine.